Lose Weight Secret

Hello friends! I'm here to blog about something that I need a lot of courage to write it out, in details..
(If you are not interested to my long long story then straight scroll to through hahaha)


I believe most of my friends who know me since I'm younger know how hard I gone through my childhood. Yes, I'm an obesity kid. Like reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaal obese. You just can't believe a children at her primary school age gain like 10 kg per year and she took it as easy as she can because she has already used to that feeling. I still remember an aunty told me this, "ya yi why you eat till so fat? look at my xxx (her daughter, i don't want to tell you who is that, but I still rmb and I still hate her mother until now!) she is so cute and pretty. You got no one to love you in your future unless you looks like my daughter la!" okay Aunty, you seriously hurt a kid's feeling at her young age like 10? Okay I admit I don't looks like your daughter even until now she is so pretty and I'm still.....like that lo but I fucking loved by my bf okay. (okay, cut the crap)


You know what, my family gene is already that big in size but my mum pampers me a lot. A LOT. She is afraid of I will feel hungry when I goes to kindergarden and she will prepare food for me EVERY MORNING. For example, everyone's mum will prepare them charbeehoon and one milk for their picnic session. (fyi, my kindergarden kinda chio one. we got always go picnic by the beach one okay XD ) My mum will prepare me one fried drumstick, charkoayteow, bun, orange juice, cut fruits. For a kid at age 6, it's way too much! Until I finished my pre-school study, my mum only realize that kindegarden also prepare food for us. I EAT TWO PORTION EVERYDAY MORNING. OMGGGG :O It's already too late. 

Korea trip when I was 12. After playing the water games. Double chin is fucking gross and my elephant leg too. And that's my PA if you are wondering..

Until my primary school I got a lot of pocket money and we got two recess time. I used to go canteen ALONE. My friends used to eat in either one session and another recess time they will go walk around the school. But for me, I EAT AT THE BOTH RECESS TIME. two portion again wtf Even sometimes I have to stay back at school for extra class I eat oily food. You can't imagine how good the nuggets is when your life is still that naive. For now I eat nuggets also feel sinned okay. MCD nuggets is an exception case. haha

Secondary school....  How gross it that! Picture taken after singing competition at Sunway Carnival Mall


This is me. 

  Take picture must hide at behind to cover my body

Must from high angle so that my chin looks sharp

contrast between me Jynn!

AWFUL!!!

School canteen sell all the yummy food, seriously.. Until now I will still miss the curry mee.. My eating habits never change, I eat whatever food I want. Of course I didn't eat that big portion already. I used to mix with all the pretty girls. I don't know why, my friends are all pretty girls. I started to feel shameful of myself. They used to dress up so pretty but how I dress up also I looks ugly. I wear dresses too, I bought all the dresses online from the plus size boutique. I feel it's okay to continue like this cuz at least I can wear pretty dresses.
To be frank, IT'S SO UGLYYYYYY!! I started to realize that it's time for a change. But I don't know how. 
And you know what, another reason I start to diet is because.............. I liked someone.... (OMG so embarrassing to say this, but I bet everyone crushed someone before, at least once.....)
It's even hurt if your crush crushed on your friends. Ahhhhhhhhh! 
So I swear to god that I HAVE TO LOSE WEIGHT!!! and one day maybe he will crush on me too! hahahahahahhahahahahahhah how stupid childish it is. I wonder what the hell was I thinking!
And now I look back at my picture I was like, WTF? Even myself also won't crush on a person like me lo...


Speaking about ways to diet. Honestly, I've tried A LOT OF slimming products. I can make a list. Excel, Melilia, Amway, Slimming Fibre, Coffee, Fad diet... I went to slimming centre too. Nothing works on me. Maybe I never appreciate all the products before, maybe I'm still too young to realize that I have to diet.. maybe maybe.. If now I can still eat those products I will appreciate it! My mum used to force me to take the products. I used to cry every morning. How awful is it, my childhood.


Until 2010.. Mum bought me one slimming product program cuz I really want to lose weight so badly. It is a three months program. Mum feel sad cuz of my body size. She is worried about my health and future. And I promised her that I will try. At least try this product. 

Look at the layers of fat!


I lose around 15kg throughout the three months. Some other people can lose 20-30kg because they are really discipline on their food intake. I eat snacks and oily food so I lose 15kg only..

This is the most effective product to me I can say. I'm not sure that if it's suitable to all of you but at least to me, it works so well! I took this product under throughout my SPM. I feel so pressure because I have to study and on diet in the same time. Diet is hard when you have to take care of your study together because you got no time to exercise (maybe just an excuse). *cough* 


To be honest, you have to eat a lot of pills everyday. To those who can't take pills, you gotta hate this product. But to me, it's still alright.. I didn't went to exercise AT ALL. I cheat in my meals too. I eat snacks when I'm studying. I eat curry mee at school everyday still. But it's like a miracle, I still lose weight! It's such a crap if you think that you eat this product already but you still can eat as much as you can. NO YOU CAN'T! There is a formula for you to eat in your typical meal. You have to eat a lot of vegetables and fruits. You can eat MCD KFC PIZZA FRIED CHICKEN TOMYAMMEE and whatever you want, but of course there is a 3-3-3-3 formula for you to eat. I'm still stick to this eating habits until now. It has become a habit to me, not a formula anymore. This is a good and healthy way to eat anyway. I love it! 


Some people asked me, SLIMMING PILLS? NO SIDE EFFECT? 
My mum is a fussy person. She take everything over tension everytime. When it comes to slimming products, she will eventually reject it if there's any side effects. She won't put me on the risk. Her friend's daughter passed away due to slimming products. She is too afraid to lose me. But why she is okay with this? This is a patented weight management program for long-term weight control to help boost metabolism, reduce carbohydrate cravings, and maintain normal cortisol levels. It's a US product actually. There are many doctors eating this product as well. So she is totally okay with that! 


It's not really cheap thou but it's totally worth with the price. It has been two years since i last took this product but I'm still losing weight until now! I'm still good. I don't know why. I didn't treat myself very strict on eating. My last secret to reveal is that I reached three digits of weight before. THREE DIGITS but I'm not going to tell you how much. I lose around 38kg until now. Imagine that! 

Centre one is the me after the slimming program. Covered my body after my sis but you still can see my body is still huge. But at least better than before I start to eat the products.

This is how I look after two years. (stopped eating slimming product since 2010 december)
I'm now healthier and Slimmer and PRETTIER? hahahahaha :P 

If you are really interested to know about the products please FB inbox me ba! or date me out I can tell you face to face hahaha
Even my mum is quite skinny already she also eat this product now wtf =.= 

It can improve your health and clear all the toxic in your body also one!! Money is not a problem, you can pay it by installment if you want too :) 
Hannah, this is a direct sales product, you can earn back the money you spend for it. But I'm not an active member selling this product. I'm just sharing my experience okay :) Don't misunderstood me. If you want to buy this product then FB PM me ba!! 


Till then, xoxo