今晚真的失眠了 这种心情 好复杂 好乱
最近真的很不开心 不开心 不开心
说了 谁能了解 不说 收在心里不开心
总是过不了心里那关 真的 我知道我不应该这样想 但是事实摆在眼前 由不得我不多想
心理不平衡








我退缩了吗？

It's our first 20th!

Hello people! It's 20122011.
And it's our very first 20th!
HAHAHAHA

Happy 1st Monthsary Baby! ♥

Looking forward to the celebration dinner tonight! xoxo

The feeling when you know you actually mean something to someone. ily

其實，很愛很愛的感覺，是要在一起經歷了許多事情之後才會發現的。或許每個人都希望能夠找到自己心目中百分之百的伴侶，但是你有沒有想過，在你身邊會不會早已經有人默默對你付出很久了，只是你沒有發覺而已呢？所以，還是仔細看看身邊的人吧，他或許已經等你很久了。

當你愛一個人的時候，愛到八分絕對剛剛好。所有的期待和希望都只有七八分，剩下兩三分用來愛自己。如果你還繼續愛得更多，很可能會給對方沉重的壓力，讓彼此喘不過氣來，完全喪失了愛情的樂趣。

請記住，喝酒不要超過六分醉，吃飯不要超過七分飽，愛一個人不要超過八分。如果你也正在為愛迷惘，或許下面這段話可以給你一些啟示：

愛一個人，要瞭解也要開解；要道歉也要道謝；要認錯也要改錯；要體貼也要體諒；是接受而不是忍受；是寬容而不是縱容；是支持而不是支配；是慰問而不是質問；是傾訴而不是控訴；是難忘而不是遺忘；是彼此交流而不是凡事交代；是為對方默默祈求而不是向對方諸多要求。可以浪漫，但不要浪費，不要隨便牽手，更不要隨便放手

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♥♥♥

08122011
我发现自己越来越依赖你了 怎么办?
虽然有时侯你会有坏脾气, 都是我的任性招惹了你
虽然有时侯你会大声对我说话, 但是我知道你都是为了我好
亲爱的, 我多么幸运 人海中能够遇见你
和你在一起的每一天都是甜蜜的 每天睁开眼睛都有你的早安就觉得很窝心
真希望这份甜蜜可以一直这样持续下去 ♥
我的爱情不需要附加条件 我要的你比谁都还要清楚
谢谢你原谅我每次的不懂事
谢谢你的宠爱♥, 真的.. :)

越来越依赖你的理由 ♥

谢谢你的爱心 好舍不得吃的早餐 :') 

03122011

Hello peeps! Just feel like blogging awhile..

It's the last month of 2011, still can't believe it! Not so ready for 2012 yet..

"The best relationship is when you can act like lovers and bestfriends at the same time. ♥" 
We are so buddy! haha 

Friday night :) A random moowee date with the bf. 2nd movie of the week! haha
Sudden plan always turn up EXCITING! Don't you feel that? Doesn't plan to meet up or what at first..hahaha
So yea, thanks for coming from so far to meet me up and watched the most lame movie ever which we don't understand what's the movie talking about at all. traffic jam and all took him about an hour to reach my place. aww! so much love and so much thanks! :-*
I cherish every moment when I'm with you :)
Sorry for being barbaric sometimes. CHA BOH is that mafan de la :P

对不起 我只错了 no more next time k :)


你让我明白爱情的好 却不让我一直爱情里沉溺 ily ♥

Wake me up when November ends..

今天是十一月的最后一天 仅剩下的几个小时 十二月就快到了

怎么长大了才发现时间走得好快？小时候总是期待明天的到来 现在却期望时间能走慢些 矛盾

不知不觉 今天是第10天了 这10天过得好快 生活多了一个人 

原来有一个肩膀可以依靠的感觉真好 

这10天都幸福地过着 我想我做的决定是对的 

两个人在一起 然后为了彼此而努力 世界不会因为这样而停了 人是要进步的 

“你懂不懂爱是什么？” 

喜欢是彼此的眼中的那个TA是完美的 爱是明明知道彼此的缺点却还要在一起
这就是我的答案 你满意吗？

谢谢你啊　你是我的情人　也是我的知己 :)
我知道我很烦 但是我就是喜欢这样烦着你 :P 

20112011 ♥

好

在一起 

20112011♥

31102011

最近过得不是很好 时间怎么过得好慢 心情有点糟

突然发现最近的我很不像我

不再那么随遇而安　

不再那么乐观

不再那么快乐

有点难过．．　

最近情绪反反复复　我怎么变得那么复杂？不喜欢不喜欢

我怎么变得那么悲观？一个人坐着坐着就会哭了　

眼泪其实很珍贵　我不要浪费眼泪　但是眼泪不听话

最近确实有点不如意　有点跌入谷底

真希望好运快点来好吗？

今天突然发现长大原来不是一件好事

原来伤心时到最后会陪着自己的只有自己　

你不坚强没人能替你承担　

我习惯了依赖　习惯了把自己的情绪都写在脸上　原来我错了

到最后才发现自己变成了人家的负累　

一切变得好快　生活突然失去了重心　我知道我必须习惯　

习惯回以前的生活　习惯自由

今天是十月的最后一天　明天将会是一个新的开始

我会努力的！大家一起加油　:) 

p/s, 一个人，又怎样? :) 

When it comes to an end

Hey peeps! It's only the 4th day of my sem2 but guess what? all asgn and task are given! how hectic? :(
Still not having the ready-to-study mood. I wish I know what I'm doing right now! Telling myself everything will be fine after some times. I have to get my everything on track. Yes, I have to..

Oh well, I spend my last part of the sem break with Elissa Yeap!
When back to hostel one day earlier cause we had participated The Star Walk and we have to go and collect our tshirt the day before.
And so, she picked me up at my place @ 11 something and off we headed to Penang Island.
*How sweet of her!*
Reached Island around 12.30 and guess what?! We only found The Star Office by 3.30! This is crazy! Keep turning and turning in the small town for 3 hours, can you imagine that?
Don't rant much, for this sake I realize Penang have so much unique plus heritage building! Awesome trip thou :) hahaha

Saw many instagram peeps keep posting picture about an unique cafe, CHAI DIAM MA.
wanna visit this place since I saw the pictures! And guess what? idk we are lucky or what..
The CHAI DIAM MA is just located opposite to the back entrance of the star office ( which is the place we collect our tshirt! FTW )

WE ARE SO LUCKY ISN'T IT?!

Went there with our super casual ( or you can say pyjamas =.= ) outfit cause we never expect to go any other place. But thing goes out of plan, you will feel  more excited! haha

Didn't try the food as Elissa Yeap don't feel like eating. and the tea is just.... meh.... ( =.= ) kinda disappointed thou! The place is just SO HOT! but everything inside the cafe is so cute!

The next day, The Star Walk

FINALLY! 

Woke up at 5.30 and get everything prepared! We were late due to the parking problem. 

We are the last 2 person to start the walk. YES, SERIOUSLY.

Somehow, we successfully did our best to over take so many ppl and we reach the final earlier than so many ppl do! BIG YEAYYYYY! :)

Yes, weather HOT like this.

Good experience thou! Met a lot of secondary schoolmates :) 

Had ROTI BAKAR as lunch. My fav food of all! I can has ROTI BAKAR as lunch for 3 days in a row. muahahahahahaha! 

Had BBQ plaza @ Gurney with the housemates. My first time trying BBQ plaza and I'm loving it! Have to celebrate my last day of holiday before sem2 starts! haha It's actualy I gone a lil emo nemo alone in the hostel and ElissaY asked for dinner. so why not?

*they are kinda surprise I want to go out for dinner cause I never join them for dinner like this.. haha*

Till then,
Chloe 

Smurfing Awesome sem the BREAK!

It's been two weeks for my 1st sem break! That means I left almost one week of holidays until the arrival of sem2! ONHOOOO!
How's you guys' holidays been so far?
Mine was awesomely great! I get a lil bored at first yet outings, plans keep turning up days by days. haha

And so, I'm gonna blog about my smurfing awesome holidays in this two weeks time!

If you do follow my twitter/instagram/fb/whateverlinkthatkeepmeupdate, you will know I had moved in new place on 30th of August! It's like, finally.. a HOME :)

pink for the nail color!

Love this color much, get it from SASA. :)

The actual day

candid shot from the maid's camera.

fyi, she own a camera which is more canggih than my phone (even my camera also cheapo than hers) w/ 14.1 megapixel!

Rene came first due to her has her own housewarming dinner as well on that night.

Finally, girlfriends are here! Some has missed out :( Anyway, thanks for coming! MAMA OOI huan ying ni men :)

The next day,

HAPPY NASIONAL DAY MALAYSIANs!

Had a simple yet warm lunch with the family.

Dressed up, outing with my girlfriends.

Winter-Warmer, my fav place. :)

Love the interior and the atmosphere. Mix fruit cocktail always be my first choice thou :)

Meet up my long lost friend, Zhen Hui after so many years! Not much changes but she is tall now! haha

My 9 years and still counting girlfriend, Jane Yeap. Love you! :)

Catherine, Jane, Chloe

Love them much! I miss those days we used to study hard together in the library, in the study room, snacks, iPods, MP3, awesome vegetarian food, cut fruits, healthy drinks, reference book, lejar, buku tunai, seminars, SUNWAY CARNIVAL MALL! :(

*cut the crap, chloe ooi!*

Went Bikkuri Station for some dessert to kill my urge!

I always wanted to try out this awesome dessert and here we go!

dessert of the day!

谁说不能黑白配?

OMG this is awesome! I want it now! *drools*

Jane Yeap's tamjiak face! haha

1/09/2011

It suppose to be a belated birthday celebration for Mr.GanGan but I guess we didn't really celebrate it thou. I wasn't feeling well. sick and pale face literally killed my mood ;( Next time I chia you again ok? haha

Mr. GanGan

I told you, this is addictive! Had this dessert two days in a row! I had green tea base idk-what-to-call ICE THINGY? this time! I smurf it too! haha

Rene tagged along, meet our epic face!

Love our smile here! haha 

Thanks for the ride, driver of the day! haha

don't forget, Mr.KT flew all the way from seberang jaya to BM and meet me! haha ok, I sounds beh paise XDXD

haha! this is funny!

Bought another color from Elianto. Don't really like the quality but this color is cuteeeee!

And again, another outing with my girlfriends.

Please tell me I look younger with this. haha 

Thanks Rene for driving me to Adventist Hospital for my orthodontist appointment. I have light blue for September! It somehow turned into green after few days. wth =.=

girlfriends :)

One stop, sam tsui cafe for my brunch. My must-to-visit place whenever I have orthodontist appointment!

 Went The One Academy for the first time due to Rene have to collect her result for her sem1!
and, off we go to Gurney!

Redbox K session to kill the urge of singing! as I ranting, "I WANT CHEONG K" all the days. haha

went Kiehl's and get a cotton candy. Thanks Jj! :) Still remember a super adorable kid want a cotton candy and never forget her best friend. She said:" Can I have one more cotton candy for my best friend please?"

*with a super adorable voice* OMGGGG *heart melted!*

A random Saturday night

MAMA OOI's jeemuis came to our place and start thier aunty cheong K session =.=

My lil sweet heart! she camwhored with me and we did spammed my photo album! haha

Monday

Movie of the day, The Smurfs!

Awesome movie! smurfs are soooooooo cute! I gonna get myself a key-chain of smurfette/clumsy! Adore them the most ;)
And also, big thanks to Jj for the ride and the accompany! :) haha
fyi, my girlfriends don't really willing to watch movie with me cuz they complaint I only watch animals/dog/cat/cartoon movie. wtf

Tuesday Morning

Honestly, I was shocked to receive a call.

--Ding is calling--
"ah ghaik, ni zai na li?"
Yes, she's back in town!
went for brunch at 7 village. My all time favourite hehe! I can have it as breakfast three times in a week until my mummy rants, NO MORE 7 VILLAGE! haha

The reason I gain weigh whenever she's with me! We used to order a lot cause she never feel enough!

Never forget to camwhore with my huge mirror before leaving! haha She's my best cam-whore partner! :D

Thursday

Outing with Ding and YanPing! My long time no see friends!

Hello from us! :)

I told you I LIKE THIS BERY VERY MUCH!! hahaha

I'm happy now! haha 

Hitted Island for some food! Ding starved again!

Was about to have Japanese Cuisine as dinner cause I'm craving for it for so long!
Yet we turn up went to DAORAE for dinner, Korean Cuisine.
WO MEN HEN LIKEY!!

*drooooooling*
Kimchii steamboat pot, Seafood Pancake, idk-what-to-call STONE w/ RICE? haha
not sure with the actual name

after dinner
Went Straits Quay for a walk to digest the food in our tummy! and here we go to spam ding's dslr!

Picture of the day!

Ping with me. my fringe is a bitch. she ruin every picture of mine! >:(

Group picture! Awesome night we had! great catch up with the girls! Take care my darlings!
It's been awhile for me to enjoy with food! fyi, my diet plan always fail whenever DING is wish me. 有了她，我的人生充满美食+罪恶感. fml

 and so,
10-09-2011

homemade spagetthi! yummilicious!

*sorry I lazy to rotate and upload again* =.=

I have a job as a crew of the 2011 TRUE VOICE concert of TIGER and XIAO HUANG QI.

I'm a checker!

They provide yummy dinner! I love the fried rice. haha

spammed my photo album again before the event starts.

Yunice and Chloe, partner of the night!

Elaine, we both have braces! TEEHEE

Jason, Kedah state Penang XIAO CHAO woots!

some of us! :)

in coincidence, there's so many PR senior take this part time job too! Happy working with them! ;)

Seriously, TIGER is still charming with her age! I love her vocal her performance her everything in live!

Her songs did flashback me a lot of pictures and memory. Touched into the core of my heart! I love her encore song, 不只是朋友. waited for whole night and I was kinda disappointed at first. haha

This baby is so adorable right! He stares at me for so long with this innocent face! hahaha

凡是都有第一次, 我成功了 :)

Reach home safely in one piece.
I gained experience, my very first time taking part in live concert. Although I'm working yet I did really enjoy :)
Damn exhausted after the night, woke up with so many ulcers on my tougue this morning! T_T
It's frickin painful!

Guess I have to cut my fringe again! I feel excited to cut my hair everytime! I just don't und why =.=


ANOTHER WEEK TO GO UNTIL SEM2! gonna rock the last week before the arrival of assignments, quiz, midterms, finals! hahahahaha

Till then.

fyi, this post eaten up my 2 hours to complete. and I realize really sucks in english especially writting. FML ttm